22 - What Would God Do?

By Kay Heitsch

I wasn't sure what would happen when I gave my life and Todd over to the Lord.

The first thing I noticed was that the anxiety was gone. I also felt excited to see what God would do to bring something positive out of Todd's death.

When Bill came home from work, I met him at the door. He was carrying a 12-pack of beer. Like I've said, we all grieve in our own way.

Immediately, I told Bill what had happened and that I had given myself and Todd over to the Lord.

I said with confidence that I didn't know what God would do, but I was going to be available. I also expressed that I didn't know where I was going or what I would do, but no one was going to stand in my way.

Bill looked at me like I had lost my mind. I'm sure he didn't know what to expect. I didn't know what to expect either.